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		<title>do whatever the hell you want</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Nov 2011 15:26:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[i think i&#8217;m going to go to church today. i haven&#8217;t been in a long time. i can come up with a gillion excuses, but none are really accurate or satisfactory. the truth of the matter is that i&#8217;ve been lazy: plain and simple. i&#8217;ve been whingeing and whining because i&#8217;ve been stuck in this [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=182&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>anniversary</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Nov 2011 15:40:46 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[one year ago today, i was admitted to hospital for self-injury. it was the first time i had ever been hospitalized and it was itself an overwhelming experience. i therefore found myself having to confront a serious self injury AND being admitted to a psychiatric facility simultaneously. i remember knowing that my injuries were not [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=176&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>admitted</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Nov 2011 15:07:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[crying relieved crying terrified crying exhausted by my own admission.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=174&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>shamu in a tutu</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 28 Aug 2011 18:10:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[i love ballet. ballet to me is something that is absolute freedom. it&#8217;s the one place where i feel competent and capable; creative yet disciplined; and despite the hardships that i had to overcome throughout my history in ballet, it sings to my soul. with the bar exam finished, and with my new meds seeming [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=171&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>a life worth living</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 18 Aug 2011 20:00:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve started a new DBT course and my first assignment is to describe my own vision of what is a &#8220;life worth living.&#8221; What would I like life to be? The easy answers: I want to be happy. I want to know what love is. I want to know why I&#8217;m here; what is my [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=165&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2011 20:53:57 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[inhale&#8230;exhale&#8230;inhale&#8230;exhale&#8230; it&#8217;s so simple. and so wretchedly difficult. it would be easy to blame it on the altitude. i moved to colorado three months ago and i probably fully acclimated by week six, there are times when i still feel like i&#8217;m gasping at the ethers of everest. but it&#8217;s not that. it&#8217;s&#8230;it&#8217;s&#8230;it&#8217;s i&#8217;m overwhelmed. [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=158&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 01 Dec 2010 15:26:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[slide and that’s how you slip down you slip into it the judgment lapses sways retreats to the stand it is not the girl who objects who calls? the wing cups &#38; folds all rise isn’t that nice? there. that’s better. flitting to the edge of the abyss in three-quarter time when the spider’s verdict [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=150&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>tough</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Jul 2010 16:19:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Awhile ago, after running several errands after work one evening, I stopped about a block away from the subway station to smoke a cigarette before the evening commute. A homeless black man approached me and asked me for a cigarette. “I’m sorry. This is my last one.” I was actually sorry. He went on to [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=145&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>off the cushion</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 10 Jul 2010 21:50:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;what i&#8217;m left with is just me.&#8221; and me is left in a really angsty place right now. i&#8217;m taking all this medication to help get me out of bed in the morning. and for the love of god, i can&#8217;t get out of bed in the morning. i&#8217;m just sick of work. trying to [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=141&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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		<title>the mask</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 10 Jul 2010 21:07:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I found myself thinking a lot about my last relationship yesterday. My nose was itching all damn day (see, I have this stupid school girl superstition that when my nose itches, it means someone is thinking about me&#8230;and since I really want Brian to be thinking about me&#8230;well, my ego automatically jumped to thinking about [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=keeperofthebutterflies.wordpress.com&amp;blog=8005594&amp;post=139&amp;subd=keeperofthebutterflies&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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